The Light
The past couple of days.. well the past week actually has been pretty crappy. I've had a lot of really crummy things happen to me two days in a row with a grace period of about 2 days and then again two days in a row something happened.
It's really throwing me for a loop. I have been feeling lousy and not quite like myself. I've been trying to stay pretty positive but it's kind of hard when life keeps throwing you curve balls. It feels like no matter what I've been telling myself (positively) it's not really sinking in. Nothing seems to be working this week. I'm so tired of all this lousy-ness.
But actually, feeling this way makes me think of what I had told someone. I told him that "some days are worse than others and some days aren't bad at all. But when we get to the good days it's like the bad ones don't even matter anymore." I think I need to try and remember this for myself. These past few days have been sucky but I know that there is a light at the end of the tunnel and I just need to keep pushing myself towards that light. I know that right now it doesn't seem like I can really see that light but I know that it's there. I really need to be better at following my own advice. It's just so much easier to tell a stranger or someone else all these things than it is to actually apply them to my own life. Funny how that happens, huh?
Anyways, I think that it's a valuable lesson for everyone. No matter how bleak or horrible today may seem, there IS a light at the end of the tunnel. We just have to keep moving towards that light.
I hope you guys can find your light.
With Love & Support,
Anxiety Girl - xoxo
It's really throwing me for a loop. I have been feeling lousy and not quite like myself. I've been trying to stay pretty positive but it's kind of hard when life keeps throwing you curve balls. It feels like no matter what I've been telling myself (positively) it's not really sinking in. Nothing seems to be working this week. I'm so tired of all this lousy-ness.
But actually, feeling this way makes me think of what I had told someone. I told him that "some days are worse than others and some days aren't bad at all. But when we get to the good days it's like the bad ones don't even matter anymore." I think I need to try and remember this for myself. These past few days have been sucky but I know that there is a light at the end of the tunnel and I just need to keep pushing myself towards that light. I know that right now it doesn't seem like I can really see that light but I know that it's there. I really need to be better at following my own advice. It's just so much easier to tell a stranger or someone else all these things than it is to actually apply them to my own life. Funny how that happens, huh?
Anyways, I think that it's a valuable lesson for everyone. No matter how bleak or horrible today may seem, there IS a light at the end of the tunnel. We just have to keep moving towards that light.
I hope you guys can find your light.
With Love & Support,
Anxiety Girl - xoxo
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